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Hey Mylotters I have a delama and I need advice. So theres this guy and I really like him. So I begin from day one. I talked to him first we texted but i'm a phone talker and hes not so when we didnt talk on the phone I assumed that he wasnt interested and moved on. So about a week ago I see him and realize maybe i didnt see interested I should try again. I text him and he says hes seeing someone well its not serious but they are going on a date. I say well thats ok we can still be friends. Friends we are. Turns out hes going out with someone I know a friend actually. However from the git go I know both of them and knwo that its not going to work out. However the date aparently went so bad that not only were both texting me during the date they both told me afterwards actually he told me right after and she didnt till the next day. Soo.. this is were it gets crazy. So I randomly call him cuz i hate when ppl tell me they i cant call them. we hvae a great conversation hes digging me I'm digging him and whatever so he tells me to come over. I get in the shower and driver over after alot of persuasion. so I go over to watch movies and its pretty late but we both have sleep during the day type scheduals. So I go over he ids me to make sure I"m over age. Which is a huge thing that I like any way we watch a movie and end up making out and I fall alseep after words however I feel really bad. Horrible like a man stealing wh. or. e ( at this point we didnt sleep together) so by morning we end up sleeping with eachother again feeling horrible so does he . I go home and hes really sweet texting all day but I and him both agree so I talk to her I dont tell her anything but after they decide not to see achother anymore she messages me and tell me about it and she tells me I should talkt o him we seem like we would really hit it off. so anyway I havent told her anything baout it and the next night me and him go for a drive about a hour just driving around talking about alot of different things. so anway he tells me he still likes this girl and he needs to get over her and he doesnt want a relationship and he tells me about her shows me pictures and I'm pretty sure this guy isnt lying. We decide just to be friends and we are still talking and stuff there isnt that well be friends and then we dont talk. I really like him but I know men well enough not to just say we have to do it all or nothing I'm ok with being just his friend but I want more. How do I get more slowly but surley?