Rest in Peace Frisky Felix.

This morning was not easy for me. I was expecting him to come to my bedside and he never did, and I was looking for him and he wasn't around. It is like he should be here.

so sorry rogue. i know the feeling. when my first cat was taken away by my first mean husband, and carried off i kept wondering if he was all right. i would wake up hearing a scratch at the door i would think, which is what he'd always do when he wanted in at night or in morning. but id run there and no kitty. 3 days later, i had my first child and they said when i was still groggy they told me he was a fat little thing and i said "my kitty was fat to" how sad huh? then had to put down my dog Bear 3 yrs back id had for 6 yrs. i cried for days. dont know what id have done without coco then. she kept looking around to and i realised she also missed him.

Sorry for your loss too, bunnybon7.

Frisky was a great cat. He was so sweet.

My computer doesn't love flash, so I couldn't really go on that website. Although, thank you for the recommendation.

A few weeks, we were told at first by our vet that it was a thyroid condition, but I have never seen a thyroid condition do this to a person. By the time we found out that he had Feline Leukemia which was about three or four weeks ago, we were pretty sure that he had had it for a while then. We gave him antibiotics, because that is what we were told to give him, and we gave him Nutri-Cal, for the same reason as the antibiotics, in the hopes that it would give him at least one more year, but he was too far into the illness. I just couldn't let him live like that anymore.

I keep telling myself that at least he is not in any pain anymore.

I just feel empty without him around.

He loved catnip. He would sniff it and he just loved it. He loved the smell of fresh cut grass too. Frisky was an indoor cat, but I let him out to have fun every now and then because I didn't want him to feel confined to the house.