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Yesterday, my boyfriend and I went back to our hometown to celebrate his graduation party. WE all enjoyed eating delicious food. I had the chance to mingle with his family and relatives. I even had drinking time with my high school friends yesterday night. It was indeed a day full of fun and enjoyment. But then, the fun and happiness I experienced yesterday was exactly opposite of what I feel today. I tried to send a message to my student early this morning to inform her that I will not be able to have an English class with her today because our hometown is very far from the city and that I wasn't able to wake up early because I was so drunk last night. I already told her about that possibility few days ago. I also asked her for two days leave last Thursday and Friday because I attended the pinning and graduation ceremony of my boyfriend. She said she understood and I really thought so. She is a Korean. Now, after I sent her a message through cellphone, she replied to me and told me that she won't continue having lessons with me anymore simply because of my absences, where in fact, I already informed her ahead of time for her to understand. Even real employees in a company deserves to have leave of absences. I really feel bad now because I am badly in need of money nowadays, then I lost my job the time I needed it the most. Do you think I really deserve this?