Life sucks!
By blue65packer
@blue65packer (11826)
United States
April 18, 2010 11:54pm CST
I want and need my life to be easy! I don't want to work on stuff anymore that I have forever! I want my weight in control! I want confidence and self-esteem! I'm sick of working on them! Life is unfair and no matter what I do I will always think it is! Right now I am extremely frustrated and heading for a bout of depression! I wish I could do a full body makeover mentally and physically! I'm so sick of myself!
6 responses
@Idealisticgirl (392)
• Philippines
29 Apr 10
Nothing will change if you won't start moving and doing things for good. Try to re-freshen your self,even take a long vacation..Maybe that might help you get through it all..
@blue65packer (11826)
• United States
29 Apr 10
I can't afford to take a vacation much less a long one! If I had the money I would go! Belive me I would! If life was easier I wouldn't be the way I am! I also would feel better if I didn't have to worry about money,my self-confidence and self-esteem! I'd also feel better if I could affored hypnonis so I could work on my weight!Some of the things I worry about I have been battling for years! I just want it ti ve oever with!
@gfxonline (35)
•
19 Apr 10
Some say LIFE is a continuous suffering from cradle to grave.. but if you
just seek GOD and pray everyday...GOD will find a waythat your LIFE
would be more exciting and easier..This is based on my own experienced..why dont yuu try it.The highest form of prayer is the Holy Mass..Let me ask you ? When did you last say a prayer..or when is the last time you hear a Holy Mass... :-)
@blue65packer (11826)
• United States
29 Apr 10
I wish you did not bring God into this! Right now I can't trust God! I'm not sure He even exits! I keep battling back and forth with this! I am not Catholic and have not been to church in a very long time. I call myself a Christain but I don't believe you have to attend church in believe in God. I never liked church and went to a religious grade school. Thanksthose thins and my hyprocite dad I will never belong to a church again! As you can tell God and religion are a touchy subject for me!
@chiyosan (30184)
• Philippines
19 Apr 10
oh yes life is not easy! not at all.. but your problem of losing weight is supposedly a bit more easy than other's problems of not having food to eat... you just have to stay focused, be disciplined and i think you will be able to shed out that excess weight in no time!
@blue65packer (11826)
• United States
29 Apr 10
I have had a weight problem all my life. In the past 13 years it has gotten worse! If I alot better self-confidence and self-esteem I might be able to conquer my wieght problem! Not as easy as you think! I get frustrated and impatient really easy! I am a stress eater. I eat for comfort. I eat for love! I can lose the wieght if I really wanted to. Keeping it off never happens! So when it comes to my weight I will save up money and then try hypnonis.I can't do it myself and I refuse to get mental help! I have had so much of that over the years it was becaming useless! So that is my plan! Life really sucks when you have a big weieght problem!
@spalladino (17891)
• United States
19 Apr 10
I'm sorry you're feeling so bad blue. I wish life was easy, too, but we both know it's not and we both know that we have to work with what we have. I don't know you very well but you seem like a pretty decent person based on the posts I've seen. It's hard to do when you're feeling low but it does help if you focus on the positives in your life and the good things about yourself. Self talk helps...don't let your frustrations get the best of you. I have a friend who talks to herself in the mirror when she's feeling down...she tells herself how great she is, why she's special, and she says it helps. Do something that you enjoy...take care of yourself when you're feeling down. Or vent on mylot. Someone is always here to lend support. 
@blue65packer (11826)
• United States
29 Apr 10
I try to look on the bright side when I'm down! I think of all the things I'm grateful for and even write that down every day. What makes me so angry is as I get older things get harder and I don't like that! I also hate knowing all the stuff that bothers me is the same stuff that has bothered me forever! It never ends! I learn so darn slow and change so slow! I hate it! I shouldn't be constantly working on something I can't put behind me! That is why I feel'in a lot of ways,life sucks!
@Eppie2010 (509)
• Philippines
19 Apr 10
"Life is easy all you have to do is breath." I've read that phrase somewhere.. but of course life is neither hard or easy it is what we make it. At this point have you ever ask yourself what are the things that can really make you happy? and is it possible or not possible to achieve them?
@spalladino (17891)
• United States
19 Apr 10
No, God never gives us more than we can handle. He puts obstacles in our way so that we learn and grow. If life was easy all the time, it would be boring. There is always something left...a path to take...something else to try. Never give up.
