High School Reunion??? After 20 years??? What should I do???[em]cry[/em][em]sad[

Hi dearie! It's been a while that we are talking. I know you are busy with studies but you are always on my mind. I didn't go to our reunion last time. I did suffer from some kind of complex that's hard to explain here. It had to do with my status, my progression in life and especially it had to do with ultra rich people who I hadn't liked ever. But now, I have grown out of it and the reason I did not attend it was because of the fact that my friends were not attending and I am not that close with the rest who were. Also, it was on a day when I was occupied with hospital job which others think as an excuse. But I do not mind. All I can say, if you don't ant to go - just do not and if you want just go. And trust me you are so beautiful and people love you, they really do. Even for a few people who would like your presence just make it. You will feel good. Do not think about the past because you never know the same people have put on more weight than you have!

If you want to go to some part of the events, go, but leave yourself an imaginary out, or a real one. Go, with plans to be somewhere else at some point in the evening. I think we all have insecurities.

I didn't go to mine, but anybody I wanted to see wasn't going either. If you know people are going that you would actually talk to, I'd go, otherwise not.

Seems like you would be welcomed with open arms if you were to attend. Why not go? It'll give you a chance to see some of this mystery friends you didn't even know you had at the time, face to face.

We recently had our high school reunion and I should say that it was a well-deserved and worth of my time attending that kind of occasion. It's just a once in a lifetime opportunity for us to catch up with our classmates and talk about what happened to us through the years since our high school time... At first I am hesitant to attend our reunion because I am a bummer... I do not have anything to brag about my working profession... Even though I graduated college... But then, who cares? I'm still here alive and when I showed up an hour late, they screamed and shouted my name... I feel like they really miss me even if I'm not that popular during our high school years. Insecurities eh? One of my former classmates showed up and he is still fat...I mean he's too much chubby before but now he doubled his weight...it doesn't matter and we don't care.... Separated? Several of my classmates too! We also had an award the most "productive" in our batch... I mean productive meaning bearing 4 children in 15 years we hadn't see each other... We are all grown ups now... More mature and knows how to handle a situation that is awkward for us to talk about.. Unlike when we were in high school, childish or immature... Thanks also to facebook... they search and found me and just in time 2 months before the scheduled date... If you do attend, wear a little make up... I'm whispering in open/close parentheses ( because I have to tell you several of my pretty classmates before are now look "losyang" meaning, look a granny in English am I right? hehe... if they do not wear make up....) and dress smart... Oh! Am I being exaggerated about telling you this? lol... Always smile even if your a little awkward... Well, at least you smiled hehe... Do not frown or just stare in their face... So there...attend your reunion.. I'm not gonna say you will regret it if you didn't attend but its your decision...