are you inspired?

well, I hope that it won't sound selfish, but I have never been inspired from family, or work, or friends or something else. I have only been inspired from myself, because only I know how can I really inspire myself and even my family has never inspired me :) maybe it sounds really weird but it is true.

yeah, i'm inspired this morning, because the person i loved so much visited me, we chat and talk for a while. then i started preparing myself for work again this morning..happy morning.

I was working a 60 hour a week job as a supervisor... I have 2 kids and a husband...Well I finally got a chance to take a vacation.. after being denied for 2 months... while I was with my family that week I realized how much I had missed. Now I could tell you how to kill a chicken clean a chicken and pack a chicken, and go on and on about the subject.. but when it came to telling you what my 2 yr olds favorite movie was to watch or if she slept through the night I had now clue ( worked 2nd shift which ment 2pm to 4am)... So I decided that those babies and my husband ment so much more to me.. So the next week after my vacation I walked out.. no one understood why.. its funny how people choose money over family but when someone does the opposite its a cardnial sin.