My Diary

@elleb0418 (1107)
Philippines
May 7, 2010 6:04pm CST
Dear Diary, I wake up today, when suddenly someone cross my mind and it made me smile.I don't know why he suddenly cross my mind, I never think and don't have any news from him for how many years.I sit at the bottom of my bed, brush my hair then all the past memories come rushing back to my mind.The bad and the good times that happen during the days we are together. I admit that I love him that much during those times,I had no regrets of loving him.We didn't gone true because of the words " taken for granted ". I know he had lots of regrets but it's too late.He is just a part of my life's chapter. I just wish him happy always. elleb0418 Are you writing your own diary also?
9 responses
Tangeryne
@Tangeryne (412)
• India
8 May 10
hey elle..i also keep a diary. started writing from 2000. felt the need to document what ever happens in my life. so whenever i'm sad or happy or if i've got a crush on someone- all of that goes into my diary. for the past 3years, my diary was filled with stuff about only one person n now he has broken my heart. guess it wasn't mean to be! i still dream about him, all goes into my diary. but guess we can never ever get back together. so i'm moving on and believe me its a very hard thing to do!
Tangeryne
@Tangeryne (412)
• India
9 May 10
Yea..that's true. That chapter's almost closed, waiting to begin a new one soon :-)
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
I'm sorry to hear that.It;s fun to write what is happening to our day to day life. The happy moments, the sad things that happened.Maybe the diary about that special someone is already done, try to close that diaries chapter,make another new, and believe me someday if you already move on try to open it gaian and I know what you see in your face is smile, you will smile because once in your life it did happened.
xxazndragon01
@xxazndragon01 (1250)
• United States
8 May 10
That is a very heart felt diary i can feel the emotion coming out from what you write i understand that couples are sometimes not really ment to be together but they always have there ups and downs just like a musical beat but all you got to know is to keep you head held high and look forward for tomorrow and i shall be better for me i don't write in a diary i just tell my girlfriend about what happens on a daily bases and i get like a kiss and hug for it because she is like always interested in what i do on the daily bases xD I know she writes in a journal herself but i don't have the time to look for it xD have a nice day elleb0418
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Actually I admit that I am a very emotional person,but I can always manage myself.In life there is always ups and downs, it's for you how to cope and manage the situation that is happening to your life.
Kiki Stamatiou
@Keola12 (823)
• United States
8 May 10
I know what you mean. I think about certain people all of the time. And like you, I haven't heard from them in so many years. Like you, I remember both the good times and the bad times I had with them. I reflect a lot on my past experience at night as I'm trying to fall asleep, because for me, reflecting on my past experiences with my friends and family members really relaxes me, as strange as that may seem. It really calms my nerves. You know, until I read your entry, I thought I was the only one who ever did that. Thank you so much for sharing this entry. At least I know now that it's just a normal part of every day life and there is nothing wrong with it.
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Thanks so much for reading my entry. I'm so happy to hear that know you realized that your not the only one who had a sad memories,Yes we will admit that it's really a part of normal life, it gave lesson for us to learn and be strong in the more coming storms of our lives.
lovelyn_medrano
@lovelyn_medrano (3070)
• Philippines
15 May 10
Nope i never been fond of dairies. I only did diary before when we were required by our values edcation professor but after that year, I ended my diary writing too. I love to write but I don't want to make it a hobby of writing what happened to me everyday, especially when all is usual... I hate it when I wrote oh nothing hapened just an ordinary routine day...
lovelyn_medrano
@lovelyn_medrano (3070)
• Philippines
15 May 10
Opps! actually the memory reminiscing is happening to me too sometimes... Who knows he is thinking of you too, that is why he suddenly pop up to your head.. May be he is unattouched too...not committed anymore... It is kinda weird, right? We suddenly remember those people who we have lost contact for a long time... Are you ever wondering if that moment we are thinking about them, are they thinking about us too? or do we ever cross their mind still?
manubla
@manubla (472)
• Philippines
8 May 10
I salute you for the brave act of admitting that you love him and what's more admirable is you wishing him happniness despite whatever that has happened in the past. Now, on to your question. When I was younger, I kept a journal of the day's happennings but it was not a daily habit. I only did it when I felt like writing it down. Now, I still don't keep a diary but I do have a blog where I write about anything under the sun. :)
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Admitting the truth is not bad, at least you are true to yourself,but it's for yourself how to manage it. I always wsih him happiness eventhough he is telling me always that his life had a direction when the time he had me in his life.But things today are already different, so I rather consider him as a friend. Writing a journal about our life is fun.
Sweet_Honey101
@Sweet_Honey101 (10)
• United States
8 May 10
My situation is similar to yours. About a month ago i had a dream about an old collegue who i had a big crush on. When i woke up, i couldn't get him out of my head. Later in the day, i tried to find a way to contact him. But, i didn't have any success with that. I guess you still have feelings for him and wonder how's he is doing. Memories are so special...
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
I admit it that he is still special to me, because everytime he cross my mind, I will receive a call from him and asking me some question how my life is going. I am happy that eventhough we have our life now but still we are still friends.Yes memories cannot be erased, but at least we had more good memories together.
clocks123
@clocks123 (1225)
• United States
8 May 10
i keep a journal of my day's happenings. i have written some things in the past i would like to forget. they come out to haunt me sometimes in my thoughts. i have to concentrate on what is good, because so much bad is around.
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
That's good also,just keeping the goods once and forget the bad one's.
homeshoppers
@homeshoppers (6166)
• Philippines
8 May 10
i dont keep my own diary coz i dont want anyone to read my private life, though if theres some important thing that i need to keep, i just write it and save it as draft in my email then if i want to retrieve it i just open it there, at least its well protected with my password. i also try to change m password twice a year to make sure no one can access it. i still believe in my privacy and that its all mine unless i want to tell that to anyone. Its just so embarrassing to think that someone knows my secret, and what if i have diary and i bring it at work and someone naughty enough to see it then it will be a big trouble.
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Well you have the right to make it private because that's the story of your day to day life.Yeah if you have lots of secret there keep it by yourself coz when someone read it.it will really be a big trouble.
seventhblue
@seventhblue (104)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Nah.. I don't write a diary... =) But hey, I think we are feeling the same thing. It has been almost a year since I broke up with my girlfriend. And now, it's kinda weird that I am thinking of her a lot lately. I mean I am missing all the things about her. I miss all the things that she does for me. There is this feeling that I still feel something for her. But anyway, I won't tell it to her. I think she has really moved on quite well. She has someone new and I should just be happy for her.
elleb0418
@elleb0418 (1107)
• Philippines
8 May 10
Your still in the process of moving on, maybe there still something in you that you can't let her go,But as you said she had already someone new and you are happy for her?are you really?:)