HATE it and LOVE it at the same time. =)

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Have you ever felt this way? I felt this in my freshman year in my university. There was this time when I got really bored in my dormitory and when I knew that there was some athletic tryouts in the school, I tried out. I got accepted because I was determined to learn in my tryouts. The sport was so new to me. It is CHEER LEADING. I actually can't believe that I did it. It's more of a girl's thing right? But then, I enjoyed it at the same time. I got some lifting skills and tumbling skills as well and it was so cool for me. Now the thing is the training is really intense. It is everyday, 6pm-9pm during days with classes, whole day on Fridays and Saturdays, and on vacations, 1pm-7pm everyday, until Saturday. Can you imagine that? I even studied in the city so I just go home at Sundays. I have so less time with other things and I have no more vacation. I am telling myself from time to time that I hate it already. I am always wanting to quit. But then, I am still here, writing this discussion just one hour before the training. I am still continuing. Well I guess that I have already loved it, not just the sport, but then the people that I train with everyday. I don't know why. But one's thing for sure, this thing is something that I really really HATE because of the hassle that it brings to me. But then I LOVE it at the same time because of the HAPPINESS that it gives my heart everyday I am doing it. =)