Why this always happened to me ???

Hello, I personally don't understand your point. Hehehe. Anyway, if you have already done your part and still turns out badly as expected, charge it to experience. We cannot please every person we can meet, that is the reality of our world, and the best thing to do about it, let it go. Tomorrow is another day.

i am sorry that you were a victim of confusion and mis-interpretation. it might be even the communication gap. But, had you started this topic, giving out your experience, you could have given some relief to those who suffered like you. and, you could have attracted more responses, and help online. I would suggest you an alternative. ... Instead of bringing the suffering mind, into this my lot too, .. forget that. And, as long as you are here, try to look around, and find some fun. you will be able to forget your trouble. And, de-stress your mind. WELCOME to MY LOT. make good friends here. and, enjoy your stay.