Traumatic Experience Part 1: The worst that has ever happened to me.

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I'm still not sure on how to talk about it here in mylot. Writing this discussion is very painful for me. But I still decided to share it with you because I know that mylotters will give me a lot of advices. Just thinking about the whole story makes me weak. (sigh) Here it goes... I was in high school, I was in my senior year that time. I'm alone at home, with our maid. About 3 or 4pm, my oldest sister's boyfriend of 10 years came over to get something from my sister's room. I'm very close with her boyfriend. He's like an older brother to me. I'm even closer to him than to my real brother because my brother is obnoxious towards me that time. My family is very comfortable with him. We treated him like a member of the family. Anyway, I told him that I'm going to take an afternoon nap and he followed me in my room. He lied down beside me, and we talked, we joked, we laughed, just like real brother and sister. I told him that I'm really tired so I slept. And then all of a sudden, I was awaken by someone who is touching me. And it was him. He was groping my boobs! I was so scared that I didn't do anything about it. I just pretended to be asleep. He continued doing this for a few more minutes. And then he put his hand inside my shirt and continued to grope. I was sooo scared I didn't know what to do. I heard his cell phone beeped, he received a text message from someone so he stopped groping. That's how I found the chance to get up and leave the room. I went to the bathroom real quick. I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry but for some reason, I can't! Maybe it's because I was so shocked at what had just happened to me. I just stayed there for a few minutes, trying to figure out what to do. I tried to calm myself down. It was so hard, but I tried my very best. Then I went out. I saw him sitting in the living room. I went to my room to get my towel and clothes. He asked me if I slept well. I said, Yeah I did. I said " I slept very well, I even had a dream". He asked me what my dream was. I made up a story. He got up and embraced me. I freed myself from his hug and I excused myself and I told him that I'm going to take a shower. I asked him if he's leaving and he said yes. And I said goodbye, Take care, and quickly went to shower. While I was in the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and thought about what had just happened. Dear lord, I've been sexually harrassed.... (To be continued..)