So Mad You Blame Him

I have felt that way last February. My son gets so sick that I have to bring him to the hospital and stay there for a week. I needed money then. I have begged God not to allow sickness in our family. Last year, my sister had her ovaries removed, then this year my son gets sick. I talked to my mom, why is this happening to us. She said that this is just all a trial of how far we can trust God despite of the adversities we're going through. I handle this by looking at all the things God has done for me in the past, and what he is about to do for me and or my family. I strongly believe that he is not giving us something that we cannot bear. I also go to church and read the bible. For more strength...

Oh, yes, I've been that mad and I've blamed God because it seemed as if He did nothing when He had the power to. I have slowly come to realize two things: First, He will not force anyone to do anything they don't want to do and secondly, He knows the future far better than we do and He has a plan for us individually. What we think is "right" at the moment may not be so at all. It's very hard for us to suffer through some things because we are so oriented to life here on earth. You don't "fix the problem" without trusting God totally and completely, allowing Him to take the lead and knowing that He loves you and everyone you love much more than you can imagine.

hi LIllyBelleDaisyRose just remember everytime someone slams a door in your face, God in his own time will open a window for you and things will smooth out again. He is not ignoring us but we all keep forgetting his time is not like our time, but good will come again and you can then look back at all that has driven you frantic and smile. I am not going to save laugh as most pain is just too damned deep for that, but we can then smile a nd be so glad., Like this situation I am in, it was just going to be for a short time, and then it became months now a year and a half, my son is still o ut of work, we still lack the money to get back into an apartment for the two of us, but Lilly , I have not given up, this will be the year we get out of t he mess and into an apt again. So hoping we both will see some big changes. God Bless and Good luck