Is something missing

I have had that feeling all my life. My parents always told me to knock it off and appreciate what I have, but it's deeper than that. I once told a doctor... she medicated me. It's not that I'm crazy depressed or always very blue... It's just I feel like something went wrong and forgot what it was. Or that I'm part of something bigger... but got left behind... wierd, I know..

I feel missing if I lose dream. I want effort of more free to myself, I hope to do something I really like it and my family or friends support to me for everything i'm interesting.

What you are experiencing this time is what also happened to me before. I am looking for something that can satisfy me. I almost tried everything, pleasure, money, occassion and etc. Only I found out that what I need is God. When I accepted Jesus Christ in my heart, He has satisfied me! I believe this is what you need too. Try accepting Jesus as your Lord and Savior in your life