my love is gone
By ajayrocks111
@ajayrocks111 (390)
India
June 1, 2010 10:13pm CST
I lost my love... Its been since 8 years i started loving my ANGEL...
Every time i proposed her.. I used to get no reply...
Just a smile.. I led this 8 years as a wonderful dream.. now i came to know that this is just a dream.. My girl loves some one else... Its not her mistake I believe...
I still love her.. I will love her for ever.. my best wishes & prayers to her & her boyfriend.. IF She is happy then I'm happy..
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8 responses
@vandana7 (100617)
• India
2 Jun 10
Eight years! And she didnt tell you that she had another guy on the scene? And you still care for her while she happily used you to boost her ego? Come on Ajay, you can do better than that! Snap out of it, and see her for what she has been! After she gets married, she will miss the adulation you gave, and will return again treating you like some lap dog! Is that what you want to be? Like a spare tire! I gave you more credit for your brains Ajay, when you said you'd have one child and adopt the other one! Tell you what, continue to act as lovelorn kid, and when she tries to contact you again, introduce her to another girl. She needs to snubbed that bad! Let her know she didnt matter to you all that much! It would do your ego a helluva lot of good, restore your self esteem and confidence. Hope you will listen to my advice kiddo.
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
12 Jan 11
Hey Vandy I am back to with a blast.. its nothing but a revenge if i introduce another gal to her.. she is always mine.. will live my life with her in my sweet memories.
@eurekafemme (5876)
• Philippines
2 Jun 10
Oh... Such s heartbreaking post... My heart goes with you, Ajayrocks....
You've been loving her for quite a veeeery long time. I don't think there are more people like you. For that span of 8 years she was not able to reciprocate the love you gave the way you wanted her to do, it only shows she's not for you... Painful it may be but you have to accept it and let go.
I hope that one day you will find that one who really belongs to you. Goodluck...
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
2 Jun 10
I don't believe in other love.. true love happens once in life time... My love always belongs to her.. happy to share with you people today...
@eurekafemme (5876)
• Philippines
9 Jun 10
If you will settle for that, then, it is your right and your decision. However, it is also fair if you will give yourself another chance to love. It may not be as deep as what you have for this girl, but give yourself a chance to be loved.
I'm pretty sure that if you will only open your heart once more to love you will find yourself happy with someone else.... Sigh...sometimes, the heart has a decision of its own only time can tell if it'll change or not...
I still wish you happiness, dear...
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
2 Jun 10
my heart says she is mine forever.. physically she might not be there with me.. But her memories , her smile, her heart is always mine... I belong to her.. it doesn't matter is she accepts me or not.. I am made for her.. her memories & rights to love her belongs to me...
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
6 Jun 10
can you tell your part of the story friend..
share somethings so that even your heart will be relaxed
@tigeraunt (6326)
• Philippines
5 Jun 10
ajay,
such a sad post you have here. but i find you so giving and romantic. you will find your special someone too. 
just give it time.
cheers,
ann
just give it time.
cheers,
ann@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
6 Jun 10
Thanks Ann..
its been since many days I had seen her.. yup its time to be far from her..
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
2 Jul 10
hey man god to see you here again after a long time..
I hope i will recover soon... since its a long time love,, some where i feel she is born for me.. My heart hopes she will come back
@besthope44 (12123)
• India
14 Dec 10
Thats nice to hear you wish your love to be happy and ready to take it up. Your true love will get you good one for your life. Good spirit!
@StephanieAnnC (4274)
• United States
2 Jun 10
Aw. My apologies for losing your love. What you stated is true love. It is true love because you love her enough to let her go and let her be happy. That is the ultimate love.
@ajayrocks111 (390)
• India
2 Jun 10
Since I don't believe in love which comes out of force.. I believe in only true love comes from heart...
So I love her forever.. Even though i don't get it from other side..
