I wish my life would be better

Thank you. I will just try to think positively, although sometimes I feel really depressed because I feel that I am worthless and useless. That I would not be able to find a job which can help me, or maybe I am just thinking too much. God Bless.

At such a young age I have done many mistakes and I have hurt my family and friends. I wish I could turn back time and undo all those bad things that I have done. I know that things will be better eventually. Thank you.

You sound like you need some practice flipping the bird on people more often, if you don't mind me saying. :) You should be able to tell this to anyone with zero adulteration because it is what makes you. And if they don't like it, flip them the bird! Really, friends and families were put here on Earth just to torment us. So the earlier you learn how to say F them... the earlier you'll get to start your life. Meowcow cares. :) ++! Good luck with everything!

Hello, meowcow. Thank you for your advice meowcow. I really appreciate it. You know what, I have never told anyone about everything that I am feeling because I am afraid that they would just make fun of me or would not accept me as their friend. It is very hard if you always keep this burden with you and can't tell anyone not even your closest friend. I'm afraid that they would change their feelings towards me. Maybe the best remedy is still to enjoy life. It would be really fun to do something you love or will make you happy everyday. Thank you for your advice, I'll definitely follow it. Have a great day and God bless you!

That's the way. Go for it!

Hello Tomitomi. Thank you for your kind words. I always pray to the Lord that my life would eventually get better. I am still not losing any hope.

Hello peaceabdul. I know that one mistake can change your life, and I'm really sorry for all the mistakes that I have done. You know it's not very easy living a life like mine. Right now, all I can do is enjoy life, appreciate my family, friends, and the people who are around me, and to just do everything to make life better again. Thank you for your response and have a great day.

so I can answer you the best way i can,base on the questions i raise?i would be guessing words if i may not know the situation,different decisions in a different situation,right?so as my answer...thanks my friend...

Hello melmabb.. Why do you ask all of these questions?

Hello, yogeshdhusa. Thank you for your kind words. I am still on the process of trying to forgive myself for all the wrong things that I have done and it's been very difficult for me everytime I think about all the people that I have hurt especially the ones I love. But, I am still trying. I think that it is also hard for me to love and accept myself because all I see are my flaws. I can't seem to see the beauty that God has given to me. And you're right, life is beautiful and I would never stop trying. Have a great day and God bless you and your family!

Hello vishkris. I agree with what you said that everything happens for a reason. That is absolutelty true. I may be just being too hard on myself and focus only on my flaws and I do not see the beauty that God has given to me. I know now that the bad things that I have experienced in my life only serves as a lesson for me which I will bring with me even when I grow old. I know that life is never going to be easy, and we all experience difficulties in our lives in one way or another. All that we can do is turst God that everything will be eventually better for us. Thank you so much for your kind words. Have a great day and may God bless you and your family.

Hello cloudymcstiles! I know, I also wish that there is a time machine that I could use to undo all the bad things and decisions that I have made in the past. But that is simply impossible, right? All I can do is not dwell on the past too much but focus on what I have: My family who has always been there for me through all the things that had happen to me and accepted me without any hesitations even though I have hurt them a lot of times, my friends who have always been there for me through thick and thin, and all the blessings and the good things that are coming my way. I realized that I have a lot to be thankful for. I won't dwell on the past too much but I surely have learned a valuable lesson from it. Thank you and God bless you and your family.

hello, Mspitot. Yes, I know that. I am also trying very hard to make things right again and it's not going to be easy, but I will still try my best. Have a great day and God bless you and your family.

I know, ritsuizero. I realized that i should not be too selfish and think about my problems all the time. There are also other people who are experiencing more difficult problems. But it is also hard to think that way because you know for a fact that not everything is going to be better anytime soon. Right now, I ams till on the very difficult process of accepting and forgiving myself for all the bad things that I have done not only to myself but to the people I love as well. I took them for granted, and now I am trying to reverse what I ahve done to them. Thank you very much for your kind words.

Thank you very much vokial_voc. I will do everything that I can to stay and think positive even if I know that it's going to be very difficult.

Thank you llbo for your kind words and your advices. I know that in order to be better, I must forgive and accept my first for everything that I have done. It's not going to be very easy, but I will not give up. I really want to become a better person and I will follow your advices. Thank you and God bless you and your family.

Hello senobayu. I am giving everything to God right now and I never lose faith in him. I always pray to tell him that I am entrusting my everything to him.

Thank you very much silvercoin for your kind words. I will try very hard to not dwell on the past too much but focus on all the blessings that I am receiving right now. Maybe the reason why I don't see the blessings that are coming my way at the present is because I am still thinking about the blessings that I could have had only if I made the right decisions.

I want to move on, really. but it is very difficult to do especially I still think about the past too much. Sometimes I wonder that my life would have been better and I would not worry about finding a good job only if I took my education seriously. How I wish I could go back to time and undo all those things., thank you. Godbless.

Thank you very much, tomcat. Sometimes I always look for the things that I don't have and maybe overlook the fact that God is also showering with me blessings that I just don't notice. Sometimes I envy other people for they are being successful in their life and they don't seem to have any problems at all. They have everything that they want and they are very successful in their chosen field. But your right, I should not focus on superficial things but focus more on what really matters and work hard to get what I want. It's not going to be easy, but I know it's going to be all worth it. Thank you very much!

Thank you Rosie! You too are not alone. :) God Bless you and your family!

Thank you for your kind words, kukueye. Sometimes the best remedy for our problem is to forgive ourself first for all the bad things and decisions that we have done. Right now, I am on the process of trying to forgive myself and starting anew.

Thank you for your kind words, biconsort! I will do everything that I can to be completely happy in everything that I do and all the blessings that are coming my way. I know that God will not give me what I want, but he is going to give me something better, something that I truly deserve as his daughter. Have a great day and May God bless all of us!