i shouldnt be alive.. .. have u say this to your self?

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i remember when i am having my first baby.. i did some pre natal to see if mine and my baby's condition are ok.. and yes we are both doing fine.. as what my doctor says so.. and then my worst experience came in the middle of the night when my waterbag broke and i need to go to the hospital.. my husband bring me there and my doctor did some series of check up and says the baby will soon comming out so all i did was to walked to help my baby gets her way out easily but it takes me 5 hours but still the baby is not comming out and that is the time my doctor decided for a cs section way.. cos i am getting so weak and also the baby.. so emergency my doctor did.. in the middle of my operation i felt like i am out of my body looking everyone and see what they are doing to me.. i walk outside and see my husband and i talked to him but he did not answer and then i felt like i am flying and and asking anyone to talk too.. and then i heared this voice saying come back they are waiting for u.. so i did go back to the hospital and then i hear my husband calling my name and then i woke up.. they told me that i slept for almost 20 hours and and at the time i was in the operating table i stop breathing for an unknown reason.. but i am alive and my baby too.. i could say i shouldnt be alive if i did not hear the voice of someone telling me i should come back cos they are waiting.. i know its GOD and its not yet my time to be with HIM.. thank you GOD!