Getting older

it's like you're reading my mind, sister! i'm recovering from a terrible illness, i'm thirty and i don't have a job. sometimes i indulge myself in worrying but it never helps to do so, it's just a waste of time. when i feel like i don't know where to put my foot next, i get outside perspective but basically, you just do what you gotta do...today, it's mylot, tomorrow, myjobs.:)

Well, I'd feel like a failure.. What have and haven't I done? But I won't just quit.

Been there, done that. It is very difficult.

Yes your right about that! When people gets old it can really be frustrating if you don't have a stable job because you won't be able to have retirement benefits nor rewards for years of service. I'm not yet old and I still have a job. I just observed it to old people who do nothing but to sit on their chair and read newspapers for seeing their stocks grow