Sorry

I hurt her because i was too clingy too her and she couldnt get what she needed to get done evan after telling her to go do her jobs and ill wait. I spend as much time with her as i possibly can. Last night after me n her did the bowling league we do every sunday, i asked to talk to her when we got back to her house we went in her room sat on her bed. I took her hands in mine and she doesnt want to be touched at the moment but i did anyways. I told her how shes speacial to me. That her eyes are what makes mine bright like the moon. That she is what makes me smile. And that without her is just somthing that i cannot take.... She started to cry. Shes still hideing her love from me, and shes still not showing her effection to me the way she use to. She just sat there and cried, i huged her, told her i loved her again and at that moment i started to tear up and cry as well, thats when i said i was sincerely sorry from the deep down bottumless pit of my heart that loves her oh so much. I asked her for a secound chance after all the tears. She said she would think about it and i told her why i wanted it so bad... And she understood me. When she cried with me it told me she cares it told me she loved me it told me basically everything i wanted to here. but in words and physical touch. Shes not the type of girl that gives guys 2nd or 3rd chances. She said the two reasons why she doesnt want to let her wall down are. 1) shes scared im going to hurt her again. 2) She feels vulnerable, and i told her i will not ever hurt u again. She then came up with a 3rd reaons witch is. 3)She doesnt want to take it down cuz she wont want it to go back up even if she gets hurt again and even if its not by me.

I think that was the best thing you could possibly do to the one you love. That's an honorable thing you did. I wish you the best, and I know it touched her.