The work has been pushing me down and down.

The supervisor who blame me for everything knows nothing about database, he gives me "instructions" which are even make sense. He asked me to modify the source code in a few hours, however it should take a week to have it done. I didn't have my lunch for several days and once I worked till 9 o'clock and arrived home at 11 at night. I agree with you, they said we cared about you. They all said you had changed, and become irresponsible. But I realized who the hell gave them the right to ask me to criticize myself??? They said "care about me". That's rubbish, you are quite right mate! After several times that I blamed myself, and misjudge myself, they did even worse to me.

IT's so great that I know that a lot of people have similar stories! I am definately not alone!

If this was done to myself, and if they said they cared about me but I had changed and became irresponsible..I don't think I can find any other way of how to smile at them again. Honestly, it's not because it's hurting my pride, not at all..I'm sure not to you as well. But not having lunch for several days and getting back home at 11 at night ( are you working 9-5 ), OK I probably can squeeze my heart and try to take it, but getting blamed that way and misjudging you everyday, this is no way near to helping your staff to be more professional emotionally and physically. There must be something that they feel really insecure about at work and end up by relying on you which they found you as easily to be blamed as well - maybe (Try to search this one, as this is very important if you wanna stay with them). If I was right (hopefully), and if you can dig the answer, then that means you got your key....and the supervisor lost his master key :)

Thx mate, I thought about the same thing too. And I was told I was sacked last week, it's such a relief! Hope your work goes well!

just keep your head up till you get a better job. good luck

I realized that after several times, and when I started to know how the person really is. But he actually threatened me. One day he told me you can choose to leave, and you know I can always find another one to replace your position. But later he said: but if you leave and when ACS(Australian Computer Society) call me, I will say this man is not in our company and he is not capable of working for us. He would be scared if I leave, because half of the work is done by me, but I got, I guess one forth of salary he got. Now I am fired, but I think that's the boss who made the decision, because there would be 2 weeks notice and that's the time for me to hand over my work. That's ridiculous for such a massive and detailed work. My supervisor knows nothing about the techniques I am using for the project. I really expect to know what would happen after 2 weeks.