how do you find your parents?

My parents are okay, I guess. They've come a long way. Both managed to provide a great life for all of us kids. We could never say that we didn't have the finer things in life. They worked hard so that we won't experience what they did when they were kids, and they were very successful at that. I can't say that they're the perfect parents though. They have their lapses, and I always seem to be the first and only one who experience them. I'm eldest among 4 siblings, so I almost always get to experience things first. I'm the testing ground and it sucks. It's unfair how my siblings get to choose their college courses without the meddling directly with the choices. I wanted a different career path, I qualified, and was one of the hundred who passed among the thousands of examiners, but they didn't let me. They let my sister enroll in her preferred course, she got honors and everything. A consistent honor student all through out college. Everyone's proud of her. Including me. But I can't help but think of how unfair the circumstances were. My sister was playing her strengths in college, while I was playing my weakness. I flunked a lot of subjects and got average grades on others. Actually, practically anything I wanted to do, they disapproved. Since I was a kid, I was frustrated at how un-talented I am, as opposed to my other siblings who's talents come out naturally, and those that didn't they took their time to hone, as for me, the didn't even if I showed the skill and enthusiasm. I liked photography ever since. I always show my dad different shots that I too. He'd just look at them and say "ok" or "ganda". Nothing more. A few years later, he'll train my sibling and not me. During highschool, I was great at taekwondo, but my mum doesn't want that sport. She didn't want me to compete even if my coach was very confident that I could win, and eventually, she made me stop playing the sport. She stopped funding my tuition for the class, which I gladly paid just so I could train. But then she stopped fetching me and told me I can't train if no one will fetch me. Those are some of m frustrations but I know they'll never change. They'll just keep on stopping me and I'll just keep on following them because I love them dearly.

My mother is also the most impotant person for me.My father who is very straightforward do not like to contact with others,so most things is decided by my mother.we all cannot live well without my mother.