I just want to share

@hanagi (390)
Philippines
July 5, 2010 10:20am CST
I have this high school friend whom I have loved before. It was my first love. He had a crush on me but he had never courted me. I was just waiting for him but I waited and nothing happen. I don't know if he is afraid of commitment. Up to now he doesn't have a girl friend. I don't know what he felt towards me. I don't know if he still likes me. But up to know, deep in my heart there is still a place for him. It has been 10 years since that happen.
5 responses
• Germany
5 Jul 10
This is like my first crush. He has been my first crush since we were Grade 5 up until we graduated HS. He liked me and i knew it. I liked him too. Our classmates knew it too ...and there was a time when we acted like we are boyfriend/girlfriend thing. THOUGH he never did have the guts to court me!! And i had wished he did. We parted ways after HS and have not heard from him since. 15 yrs after, my sister told me, my crush in HS booked for a wedding reception in the restaurant where my she was working! I was still single that time but engaged too... and know what?? He told me sister, that if I will step up & stop him from getting married now, he will cancell the wedding!! ..... of course i did not. And on his wedding day, i was sort of sad and happy ... sad for those times we did not give our love a chance...and happy bec after all, he still likes me and i was still the one he had wished for. so if i were you, i will not waste time any longer. Give it a try! If he does not like you anymore, then at least, you gave love the chance.
@hanagi (390)
• Philippines
6 Jul 10
I wish I have a courage to do that.Love your story..
@ivygrey (550)
• Philippines
28 Jul 10
It's been a long time, I think there is nothing wrong if you go straight to him and ask him.. I know that it is maybe not your thing, But maybe time is telling you that " hey hanagi, go and speak up" I'm also kind of shy girl once, But I also once did that.. and guess what? were married.
• Portugal
11 Jul 10
please hanagi if you love him and he doesnt have a girlfriend until now is bcs he is waiting for you please just say to him something. dont let him go. if you dont do something maybe he will think you will never love him and if some girl that is so sweet appears maybe he can be with her :( do something say to him how you feel. it is ok bcs you know he loves you so he wont refuse to be with you go for it^^ dont lose him. a sweet guy like him dont waste him^^ talk with him^^
• India
5 Jul 10
just forget the past and start a fresh life because it is 10 years passed. If he dosent have a girl friend try to talk to him and start sharing your views towards him, you will be successful
• India
28 Jul 10
Yes if you have true love and feelings for him than definitely he will comes to you. But those many years had been passed but nothing happens , it is very sad to know. From my view you just leave him , because past is ghost never think of past again. Try to live in present. Present is gift of god so just live and enjoy because we don't know what will happen in future.