are you hungry?what is it that your craving for?

hello herah07! i really hope that someday, someone could pacify my hunger for love someday. I mean, real, genuine love which is not only physically but also in all other aspects. I am in love right now, well, that's what i know but somehow, i still feel that feeling of hunger deep within me. I know that my bf is trying to love me the way he knows how but it is just not enough for me. I know there is something better he can give but he just refuses. i mean, in the physical level, he's somewhat reserving his energy so that he will reach the ripe age of 80 and so we just do the deed at least once a month and to think we're in the top of health, me in my early 30's and him, just turned 42. Sometimes, i think my bf must be 60 for him to be like that. i don't know, i can't understand his ways. and so i am still hungry for that kind of loving, you know, the kind of love that two people madly in love would do in their own time.