If the most important person for U leave this world , what u will do?

I lost my favorite aunt too when I was about 12. I also became guilty I did not have that chance to see her for the last time because she was far from us. That is why when the day we had to bury her came, I was the one who cried so hard. It is really a normal stage though. At that time, I always remembered what is like to be with her. It is really painful at the start. But I was happy and the pain eased away when I realized that at least there were many many times that I made her stay on her a memorable one. So, I hold tight to the happy memories we shared together until now that I am an adult. :D