Breakup Miracle

well im not in a break up problem right now but if a girl breaks up with you and you still think she loves you or if she broke up not bcs she loves other guy but bcs other reasons you must fight her back sure^^ show her how much she means to you show her how you love her and maybe you can have her back if she loves you too^^ me i cried much when my best friend the guy i loved hurt me much :( but i couldnt keep talking with him no more bcs i got humiliated, i got so hurt and he didnt care for it :( so i couldnt just talk with him more even if i still loved him :(

You're making me cry. But its okay. Its good for the soul. :) I was actually in a 5yr relationship with this great guy! He's the one I dreamed of or so I thought. He's responsible, hardworking, family-oriented, intelligent and thoughtful. "Sounds like Superman," my friend once told me. I just laughed at it and thanked God for the blessing. Then it all dawned on me. All the traits that I loved about him are the same things that brought us apart. He needs to work to support his education and his family. He rarely have time for me. But I waited for him, even patiently. He's always late on our dates. He even cancelled some because of family matters. Then it hit me! He can't be Superman. He can just do things one at a time. I thought I can bear it since he often tells me that its for us, for the future. I waited, gave him time, until I can't bear it any longer. I asked him to compromise. We came up with something and I thought I can live with it. But here I am, still unsatisfied and not contented with what he has to offer me. So I dropped the bomb and ended what I thought was perfect. I spent months of living like a zombie and finally gave up. I tried to contact him but its too late. He doesn't want to talk to me or see me in person. I was devastated to say the least. It was a 5yr relationship and yet he moved on for only 4months! I could not believe it! But I was so scared to ask him why. I'm scared to hear something that will hurt me again. So now, I'm trying to live my life again. Regain myself after the pain.

yes it does feel bad. I feel bad even with the word break up. I dont feel like eating. I start smoking. Then i stop bcos i know by smoking things will go worse.

i dont stop eating, i eat even more!