do you have such a radox?

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Summer vacation begins again, and my role as a student is also over now. Confronting with competitive society, I feel very worried and anxious. Frankly speaking, I haven't got ready.However, I still enjoy chatting on the QQ and playing some silly and senseless games. Sometimes I really hate myself. There are a bunch of things I have to do, but I don't take any action but waste my precious time. Heavy task frightens me, and maybe motivate me in my inner heart, but no action. Do you have such a paradox? And how do you deal with it?