Do you have such paradox?

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Summer vacation begins again. And my role as a student is also over now; I will have no chance to sit in s classroom listening to the teacher. Confronting with the competitve society, I feel worried and anxious. Frankly speaking, I haven't got ready for hunting a job, and I don't know what I can do and what I like to do. However, I am still enjoying chatting on QQ and playing senseless and silly games. Sometimes I really hate myself. There are a bunch of thing I have to do, but I take no action, only wasting my time. Heavy task and fierce competition frighen me, and in a certain sense motivate me, but no action. What a shame! Do you have such experience? And how did you deal with it?