Now Iam trying for a job as lecturer in english but its after a long gap of ten

First you just wait for it to come,after that when it comes to you never neglect it as its your hope and wish.Nothing is impossible if we really work hard.moreover you are having experience before and hope its good that you do the same work once again.

We all do fear that because the expectation of people aiming for what we could give to them or us for them but you have been there before so basically steps starts with ABC's but don't be scared I know you can fill everything. And just be yourself before you enter the room take an extra deep breath before you know it your done with it.Just smile.

The First Thing Is That You Have Just applied and You Are In process. Let First The Oppurtunities Reach Your Doorstep. Moreover You are Not a fresher, You Have Learned and gained many experinces by now , by the life it self and you are a lot More Mature Person than those College Going Students,It is and it Will Be Very easy For You To tackle them With Your Experience As they Only Have High Energy, But lack Of Experience, If You Use and apply Your Mind In a right Way and right direction You can Handle it in A Short period of time. I Think You Have Developed Fobia By Sitting at Home, So Joining an Institution Will Increase Your Confidence and Will Treat Your Fobia as well. So If you Get the oppurtunity, Go For It.