Secrets
By nvvn2015
@nvvn2015 (86)
United States
August 2, 2010 8:55pm CST
I need to speak out right now. I wish I could tell this to the people in my life, but I just don't have the courage. Have any of you heard that song," Secrets" by One Republic? Well, its my new favorite song, and I just want to stop holding in my secrets. Everyone thinks I'm the nice, quiet nerd, but that's not me.
I'm really not quiet, and i'm not always nice, well at least to the people who are jerks. I just am tired of keeping this in. All of you jerks, Jake and your friends, well, I just said it all. Your jerks, and there's nothing to gain. Taylour and your friends, don't try to be cool, because you're no better than the rest of us. Just because you act like it doesn't mean you are it. And why do we need to be cool? What's the point? To make other people feel bad? Seriously, who gains from that? Life shouldn't be about acting cool. It should be about having fun. And that's why I came to tell you that. And Briana, I think I love you. Ever since the seventh grade, I feel like I'm in heaven when I see you. You are like an angel sent down from heaven.
That's what I wish I could say, but I can't. I'm not.... I'm not strong enough. What do you think I should do? I need advice. Do any of you have secrets that you can't hide anymore?
3 responses
@2040COLORFUL (39)
• China
3 Aug 10
Hi, I think I fully understand you. I am educated to be like a good girl, kind, tolerance, not to be selfish . And I ask myself to be act like that. It makes me very depressed, since I need to watch my mouth just to say something people like to hear even it is not my true feeling.After all the unhappyiness, the result turns to be everyone thinks me a good person but do not feel comfortable with me . Now, I choose to be myself, no matter what others will think of me .But you know, I have a lot of friends now, and the most important thing is I feel relax and happy.
@nvvn2015 (86)
• United States
3 Aug 10
I don't exactly get the same reaction. I am like that ( except I'm a boy), but people still don't like me. They just hate me, when I did nothing. I don't know how I deal with that. I mean, I know in life people aren't always gonna like me, but still, not liking someone for no reason is what I don't understand. I mean, they've been nothing but good to you, and they still hate you? That's what I really really really don't get.
@Wonderful523 (174)
• China
3 Aug 10
hi nvvn2015, taht's easy. if you don't want to hide it anymore, then just speak it out. you tell them what you want to say...no matter what the result is, the most important is that you will feel free, you don't have mental burden anymore. you are true to yourself...i hope my advice can five you any idea...hope you a nice day...
@nvvn2015 (86)
• United States
3 Aug 10
That is the worst mistake I made in my life a few years ago, and I wish I could take it back. I was young back then, and thought I could please everyone. But that wasn't always the case. With Jake and the "populars", it didn't work out, even though I did nothing wrong.You're If they don't like me, that's their problem, not mine. I just don't think I can do it all at once. I think i'll do it over this upcoming year. I've just grown so tired of it! They expect me to do nothing, that's why they annoy me. I just don't know what to do.
@Laurenzixi (134)
• Finland
3 Aug 10
whoa, that's the cutest thing i ever readed. Very emotional. What do you need to do?
Well not many of us have courage to write some things to internet. So you are brave, because you shared your feelings with us all. I think if you say that same thing in real life you will success. :)
