Tell Me

Philippines
August 8, 2010 10:13am CST
I just need an avenue to burst out the pain. The Man i love just married today, and its really really so painful especially if u knew u still loved him, when the memories still haunt you, lots of what ifs/ lots or questions, am i not worthy to have him? I envy the girl coz he marry her, when i have given him everything, i have done my all, my the relationship still did not last long, today at about 10 pm i just knew the news, and my heart seems like breaking, we just talked last week and he didnt talked about it. I am still keping in touch with him but tonight as i heared the news, i guess i should decide to stop my agony. I love him, i still love him.
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4 responses
• Portugal
9 Aug 10
caty sorry for what happened. but you are right you better stop talking with him. if he wanted to be your friend why didnt he tell you he will marry? he should had tell you about it. and he hid it. anyway talking with him much just will hurt you bcs he is married already. if he loved you he wouldnt had done it. forget him bcs we all have someone for us and if is not him dont worry we all have a right person for us. just wait till he appears^^ you will find the best guy^^
@visijay32 (447)
• Philippines
9 Aug 10
It happened to me too, but I faced it with courage. It is time to pick up the pieces and move on. Questions, though they are many, they will forever be questions left unanswered; maybe in the future. It hurts, I believe you. Though for the time being you will close your doors for love but do not let it closed too long. At least leave it ajar so that the ray of hope can still come through. Do not wallow on the past for they are now ghosts never to return. Look at this as turning a new leaf. Learn from the experience and do the right things on your next relationship. Do not punish yourself. Do not blame each other because both of you have erred in one way or another. Thank each other for the times of joy and sorrow. Grow and live forward.
@zandi458 (28102)
• Malaysia
9 Aug 10
Since he has chosen someone else to wed and be his soulmate, you should not torture yourself anymore thinking about him. Let bygone be bygone. Just tell yourself that both of you are not fated. It will take sometimes to sink the heartaches but am sure once you socialize the pain will slowly go and you will meet many more suitable candidates.
@reneezoso (392)
• India
8 Aug 10
well..its really sad to know abt ur diminished situation.. but hey dont forget .. life is cruel to each one of us. . its sad that u have to see it lyk this.. be a brave girl ...forget the past and carry on-in present. . :) all the best