Things I don't understand

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I knew a man a year ago. He lives so far away from me. He is like in the other part of my world. We talk to each other almost everyday. We do camming, chatting till his time to sleep.. He told me that he loved me, that he wanted me to be with him. Well, I told him, we were impossible to be together since the space between us are much too far. Then he told me that we would never know what would happen. He finally told me that he wanted to meet me in person. That he wanted to visit me in my country. He told me the date. But then suddenly he told that his parents passed away. First, his father then two to three weeks after his father died, he told me his mom passed away too. But still he told me that he still would come. Right after the day he told me that he wanted to go to the travel agent, he disappeared, and never came up again up till now. When he told me that his parents passed away, I didn't know why, but my heart told me to check. Not to believe blindly. Although it really broke my principal that between two lovers, there is essential thing to keep and that is TRUST. I made another account of facebook, and found his. He told me that he had closed his facebook account and going to make a new one. I felt disappointed of course. Then I found out his father's facebook. I found out that his father is still alive. I saw his father still made comment on the day that actually he should have died (according to his son's story). All those let me know that he blocked me from his facebook. I don't know why he did that. I never know. Why he should lie to me.. Why he should disappear right on the day he told me that he would go to the travel agent. I mean to forget about him totally. To regard as if I never know him.. What will you do if you were me? Share with me..