i m a bad man

Thank you for sharing by the way. I understand what you are going through right now because I have been there already.. First and foremost, you are not a bad man. You just love another person so much. I know its hard for you to let someone go. But she already said that she doesn't like you anymore. If you have been away from someone, there is that "GAP" already. No matter how she was before, it doesn't assure you that she'll remain that way to this day. I know it hurts, it makes you crazy because of the countless days and nights that you think about her. I know its seems unfair for you but you just can't do anything about it. Being away from her and not seeing her is better for you because it'll help you move on. You can always try to ask or beg her back but if she doesn't want to be with you anymore, just be strong enough to let her go. There's nothing that time can't heal. I had this quote for more than a year already when I had to let go of my high school sweetheart which is also the longest relationship that I had. [b]"When people walk away from you, let them go. Your destiny is never tied to someone who leaves you, & it doesn't mean they are bad people. It just means that their part in YOUR story ..is over .."[/b] Best of luck to you.