I hate to remember that!!!

When I was raped by a good friend of mine at a younger age. i can talk about it now openly but 5 years ago i could not because it was unheard of. But now I speak up to make sure it does not happen to other women!!

Once i was persuing my degree and in holidays i drives the auto, i don't like to remember that.I was pushed to a illegal releationship unwillingly, i dont like that gal, but she was always forcing me, unwillingly i started a new relationship which has became a big remark on my career, basically am a silent and honest person, i don't have any habits and gal friends but this made me to a deep depression. I still hate that gal. But if i found her in front of me i will kill her. I love my parents and they have lot of faith on me but they won't believe me. They thought am a roughe, but am not atall, so she played a drama i dont like to tell that. she is the black mark on my life...

When trusted people cheated me.