Thanks and Sorry

I would apologize to my best friend as i have hurt him. I am mainly good at offending people because i am too frank and i say whatever comes to my mind. And to add to this i also back stab some friends. I wish there was a way i could take all those back but the good thing i have is that i won't just sit down and let some one take control of my life or so. I would like to thank my mom and dad a lot because i have always had their support and encouragement throughout my life. No words are enough to give them back what they gave me and i hope i could do something worthy of them which would then make them feel proud of me. Cheers!

as i red this post, I remembered my mom. I never saw her for two years now. she never visited me in my house, just my papa. I missed her so much. I wanted to tell her that, I'm really thankful for everything she'd done to me, without her, I could never finished my studies. Two years have passed, but still our issues was not solved. I wanted to say sorry to her for everything I've done that offended her this much but I'm afraid of what we'll be her reactions. I'm just too afraid of her.