Disabled to work from 9-5

Malaysia
August 25, 2010 11:09am CST
I mean I have depression that comes from a broken friendship and relationship. At work I always think why I am separating from my friends and why my lover and me uncompatible. It affects me deeply that I have to go out my office to take a deep breath to ease my heart pain. Sometimes I might just quit my job when I think I failed in overall relationships with my family, friends, and lover. I think I gave up partly on how to live my life the way it should be and I am thinking about having an undisturbed day every night. I don't know whether is there someone out there is being the same way like I am and I am really afraid to live alone in the future. I need someone really understanding to talk to. All mylotters are welcomed to give your opinion on this and I appreciate all your comments. I need a job that is flexible that I won't change my feelings towards my family when I spend 8 hours in the office dealing with the people I don't like that I always throw tantrum at my family when everything goes wrong to me in the office. But is there any job that you can be happy at work and at home also?Please suggest some jobs like part time or freelance that can earn me USD300 every month.
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diamania
@diamania (7011)
• Netherlands
25 Aug 10
Hey, I feel sorry for your situation. What you could do is investing in Kooday but seeing as you say you're depressed it might not be a good thing since it requires some discipline. What do you like to do on the internet?
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hardworkinggurl
@hardworkinggurl (37063)
• United States
25 Aug 10
Depression is the route of all evil and by that I mean no matter what anyone does and or says your feelings will go unchanged. My best advice is that you remain at your job and slowly ease out when you have either another more suitable job and or a different method of earning. Because if you up and quit, you will not only be depressed but the feelings of anxiety and or a nervous breakdown will certainly kick in as now you have the ill feelings of having your heart broken and not a dime to be able to survive. Good luck to you, find a way of distracting your mind as this is certainly not an easy thing to deal with.