Against all odds together.. i badly need help...

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All my life i have never been into a relationship because I was focusing on my studies and my parents doesn't want me to be involve not until i graduated collage. So while i was still studying i have a suitor that i like and he's so patient that he courted me for few years and waited my graduation day.. This guy used to be my childhood friend and our family used to be friends until such time a conflict between our family happens and that affects everything and everyone..So since i was young i knew that i love him so much and i knew he feel the same way too but i have promised my mom not to be in a relationship not until i finish collage so we just maintain the FRIENDS STATUS, but we tell I Love Yous and all those sweet words.. Now when i graduated collage, i accepted him as my official Boyfriend and were on. BUT when i ask permission of my mom that the guy wanted to visit our house and formally ask my parents permission that He wanted to be my boyfriend, my parents totally DISAGREE .. and dont like him.. So we both decided to keep our relationship out from my parents knowledge.. and now were almost 7 months and i'm starting to feel guilty about our secret relationship..Im thinking that I will break up with him.. But im not sure if im doin the right thing?? I don't want to break his heart and i don't want to be a traitor to my parents....what will i do.. ??? i badly need help....