How much do you LOVE your Family and How much do you sacrifice for them?

Of course I really love my family. I love them more than I love myself. I am willing to do anything to them. I will make sacrifices for their happiness.

I am 34 years old and I'm still single. I'm the eldest child in our family. My father has abandoned us. I support my whole family. I have an Internet-based job and I work at home. I seldom go out of the house because I have to work. I sometimes feel so lonely that I cry and I really would like to get into a relationship with a man. I'd like to get married, but I've always put my obligations to my family first. My sister just graduated from college and is just starting to make a living. My brother is still a college student. My mother cannot work anymore and she needs medicines because she's hypertensive and diabetic. So when it comes to finances, everything pretty much rests on my shoulders. There are a lot of things I'd like to buy for myself, but most of my earnings go to our household expenses and my mother's medicines. I haven't bought any clothes from any department store; I always buy my clothes from the thrift shop (It's known as "ukay-ukay" in our country). Sometimes, I do complain, but I cannot bear the thought of abandoning my family or seeing them suffer because I stopped helping them. I guess that pretty much says how much I love my family.

I love my family a lot, so much that I sacrifice my own freedom for them.