which is more important, the pain or the person?

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i have this friend since childhood but one day i found out that she has a secret relationship with my boyfriend. I got mad at her and she is also got mad at me and we've tell each other bad words. What will i do? Will i entertain the pain that i feel because of what she did or will i choose to forgive her and cherish our long time friendship? Its hard to bring the trust back. . As of now, i broke up with my bf because I became paranoid. I always think that he might do it again and i always blame him though i know he felt sorry for that mistake. .I love him but my friends is more important to me. .but what will i do? its hard for me to bring my trust back on my friend.