pain in my heart

Philippines
September 6, 2010 1:43am CST
hi! to all myloters....i just want to share something i felt today,i cried a lot,i just couldn't control it but really tears my eyes,i am always a very sensitive in every emotions i have inside,and crying is always a good way of releasing pain in your heart.it's so easy to fall in love specially someone like me that i really need someone to lean on and if you found someone that so easy to be with and showed so much affection it's so easy for me to fall in love with that person.but losing it is really painful,maybe im losing it now for good and forever.well. if it is not really meant to be,, it will never be...and i'm still thankful that it happened so early as now.so i am open now and hoping to find someone who is really meant for me.
5 responses
@serubhai1 (203)
• India
6 Sep 10
Hi sincerelyne, I generally do not respond to sentimental mails but I've made an exception in your case cos' I can see that you may be running towards disaster. As they say..... "Your heart may break and tears may gush but don't announce it to the world-oh nay! for if only red riding hood had fibbed to the wolf, then he wouldn't be famous today" You see, life is full of big bad wolves and the trick is to recognize them. To do that, you must keep all your emotions within yourself or to a few trusted friends. Don't broadcast your feelings dearie cos that's the way by which the wolves will try to eat you up. It sounds defeatist but plenty of people do it AND you also can.. and remember its normal. Everyone is sentimental to different degrees but they try to portray a very different approach. Some succeed-some don't. But that's life for you... Banish self pity and resolve to make a fresh start-this day now. Post a happy post ! Do you want to reveal your undies to the public? No I guess-then why reveal your innermost to the world? Put on a different face and maybe they will make that crucial difference when the big bad wolf comes. Good Luck!
• Philippines
6 Sep 10
i was beaten by belt when i was a kid many many terrible times so today no matter how much pain i feel whether my world is going to end, i haven't had the slightest need to cry though i sometimes tear. instead i made myself productive, doing five birds with one stone ahahahaha.
@jennyze (7028)
• Indonesia
6 Sep 10
I am sorry to hear about your childhood abuse, and I am glad that you are moving on. I would like that: killing 5 birds with one stone.
@LIENROSE (910)
• Philippines
6 Sep 10
oh how emotional you are... hope you are find now... we are here your mylot friends
@bird123 (10643)
• United States
6 Sep 10
We are all meant to be able to stand on our own two feet. Concentrate of that. Perhaps then your true love will find you. Perhaps in the larger picture you need to learn to stand on your own. That might be why nothing lasts. It forces you to do just that. Once on firm footing, the right one will show up. Life is about learning and growing as people. Your true love is there to help you with that. If you never argue and always get along, you probably have the wrong one. Take it from one who found true love.
@thanks1961 (7035)
• India
22 Sep 10
Hi dear, Cry is a great medicine and most available and no cost for it. Also, it can be applied at any time. For many years back, even I used to do like this. Whenever I feel sad of any reasons, I used to cry when I am alone. I just weep for some time and get relaxed after some times. My mom was knowing about and she used to tell me also that you just cry like a small child. You should have courage and strength to face the situations. Yes, she was right. But now changed a lot. Still, if I get hurt, I feel so disappointed and feel sad on the subject. I even cry from my heart, because as being a man, now I can't do it. But when I am alone, I feel so crying and (first time I am telling it about this to someone else). So cry, if you get relaxed and be happy afterwards. Best regards, Thank-s