this is so much a question but i wanted to share.

I finally got time to watch your movie just before & found it really insightful - thank you for making it. Prior to watching your video, I had a little understanding of bipolar & actually lived in a caravan park where a man had it - his van was near mine & I quite often used to see him arguing with someone invisible...I was advised by the owners of the park that he was bipolar & the only time he had out bursts was when he was off his meds...he kept to himself so I didn't get to know him but your video has opened up an understanding for what he, you & other bipolar sufferers go through.

WOW! I am so sorry that you have been judged like that. People I tell I am Bipolar to are so supportive that it just breaks my heart to hear you've been judged so wrongly. And to be asked if you're going to KILL someone? What on earth? The part of the brain that deals with aggression is NOT what is hindered in Bipolar disorder so I am sorry you have been asked that too. But hey, keep your head held high. Oftentimes, people with Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia are geniuses, you know ;)

wow that was a very powerful video my friend. when you get it off your chest and don't have to hold on to stuff you feel a sense of relief. letting go is the best way to move on. People who don't know or don't take the time to understand are just not worth the time it takes to explain. stay positive and never give your power away.

whatta great video you made.. and it got my sympathy.. no words I could even described.. I somehow got a lesson too.. But still I wanna congratulate you..afterall of those experiences you had..its a good thing..your still trying to find the right way.. I think depression and loneliness can drive us to do things we cant even imagine not only to those victim of mental problem.. Yes it so hard to find the cure..but somehow when I pray I always told HIM to embrace me with his love and mercy..it gives me a relief... So your still lucky to have a friend and a very supportive wife:) KEEP IT UP..never loose hope

This video was so heartfelt dear friend. It brought tears to my eyes of joy and sadness. The questions you get are from people who are so uneducated and non-understanding. See the way I see it is we all have handicaps there are those with learning disabilities, mental instability, birth defects and onset of disorders. Then you have those ignorant, non-caring and judgemental types. It is unfortunate that you have to tell people that you want to be treated just like everyone else. You are not looking for sympathy but understanding. I am a terrible depressive persona and many times I am my own enemy. I have however learned in life that my circle of surroundings have contributed towards my ill feelings. Your video is truly lovely dear, it is a way of releasing, being heard and re-capturing beautiful memories. Thanks for sharing and reminding me that we all are people and we deserve respect just as much as the next person.

Hey there my Brother, Great job on the video! Thank you for sharing...it takes courage to be that open concerning one's self. I too walk much the same path as you do. The social stigma you are experiencing is a form of uneducated prejudice. People are quick to judge and stereo type others into nice tidy little packages with labels on them. There are very few others out there who are not affected by the opinions of others. Having having Bi-polar and Manic Depression does not define who we are,...rather it is a challenge we deal and live with. Self esteem and self worth are greatly diminished by the stigma of others, ... as well as our own recognition of tendencies and dispositions. It is important to take personal inventory and realize our worth, value and positive traits. Although the world we live in can and does shift from from time to time; holding on to our core values and beliefs is paramount to finding that middle ground we can return to. We are all talented and unique individuals with something to offer. I my friend can see that in you as well. Your creating that video not only explains who you are as a person, but it also offers answers and hope to others who share the in the same as we do....that is nobility. Keep your eyes on the prize my friend.

why do you think people are like that? because they are ignorant and don't want to understand that it is a real thing that you have to deal with. Thank you for sharing.. it seems with all the stuff you had to deal with that it clearly it is not in your head. It is good that you realized what was going on before you hurt your lovely family... the video is very well put together.. I doubt you could have gotten your thoughts across any clearer. I wish you best in your journey of recovery and coping...

dear syankee, first of all, i'd like to say how lucky you are to have a wife so patient and understanding. i was so touched when you said you take pictures .. lots of it.. because you dont want to forget. i can see you are a fighter. i dont know much about depression, but probably if you keep thinking of good times and good old days, it is going to help a lot in your struggle to live a wonderful and happy day, everyday. your love of the Lord will give you peace. take care scott. ann