What Part Of Your Life Do You "Mostly" Consider Unfair?

I didn't have to think long and hard about this one. My lifelong struggle with weight is the thing that I consider the most unfair. I'm a faithful exerciser and I try to eat right but my body is unforgiving. If I eat something that I shouldn't or eat a little too much, it shows on the scale the very next day.

What I find unfair, those who used to make me suffer, caused me a lot of loss and those who betrayed me are now living a good life while I am stuck inside my home clinging on to life. I find it unfair that the bad guys run the world. I find it unfair that how the dysfunctional educational system is being followed. I find it unfair that I cannot get my revenge.

I was once done a very terrible mistake. I lied to the public about my ability. It made me famous, but after I admitted that I lied, people started to judge me. Some were good, some were bad. I know that it would be my consequence and responsibility, but sometimes I felt unfair when people who judge me badly never stop mocking at me, never stop punishing me, and never stop bringing me down. I've tried my best to ask for forgiveness and will try to fix what I have done, but those people keep on coming, and it seems like I am not allowed to do a single mistake. But now it is better. I am starting to see that unfairness as fairness, when I can accept it, and the only being knows that I want to fix my mistake and be better is ... God.

As for me, I really feel that my Mother and the rest of my Relatives were UNFAIR to me because they never gave me the chance to know and meet my Real Father. They all kept it from me for so many, many years and I only knew of my real identity when I was already turning 40years old. And, what's worse is my Mother didn't talk to me personally about it, she just wrote me a letter and only to find out that my Real Father passed away already many years back. I don't even know how he looks like because my Mother refuses to let me know more about my Real Father. I understand that her past with my real father wasn't good, but I've got nothing to do with it and it was definitely not my fault. It really HURTS me so much and I really feel so INCOMPLETE...it's so UNFAIR!!!

I will definitely say my career is the most saddest part of my life.I havent attained any big success till yet.I did MBA and then I got married.I was never overambitious but God didnt gave me a chance to be ambitious even.After marriage I feel I will not be able to handle job and home so Iam not working.Also I Gave company secreatries exam befor MBA I failed in that.I wanted to opt best college of Mba in my state but again inspite of my hardwork I could not make to the top college and ended up with small college.Iam passionate about writing and now atleast I wish God to be with me because Iam doing lots of writing work on different sites to make career in writing.I want to write a book.I have written previously also but it was just for family and friends.I have lost lots of self confidence due to continuous setbacks in my career.I know Iam very capable but destiny has been unjust to me.Wish with love nad support of my hubby and family members I gain my passion and success.Iam doing very good as daughter in law and wife and very happy but somewhere or the other the poor career pinches me.Wish its now an end and a new beginning..

For now I feel that life is unfair for me when it comes to having a good and stable job. It's been 7 months and until now I don't have any calls that tells me I'm hired or something I've passed the exam or interview. I'm just so sad.