to the one that got away...

Ah... This , I realized now. It is always a sad thing that you've let go of someone because you thought you hated him/her so much , then, you realized at the end that there's something you should be grateful to him. I wanted to tell him 'THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME THE WAY YOU DID?... You made me feel so secure with it, I was pampered and so loved...and I owe you one for that... but, I'll never go back to that love because I was looking at the only one part of what love is all about.I did not realize that love could be very painful, too, of which you failed to let me experience...But,I am thankful that once in my life, I was loved by you...'

i talked with my ex today :) well i explained him that he was the one that destroyed our relationship not trusting my feelings. i said that i always was proud of him and everyone knew i loved him^^ just he never trusted me enough. and i said this to him and i said sorry to hurt him when i said that we were not meant for each other. since that and i found other bf he acted very rude to me and even he hurt me more than what i hurt him i said sorry. i said i just couldnt stand to always cry and be sad bcs of him. so i moved on with someone else. it seemed that he believed me he even said he has other gf but when i said i have probs with my current bf he talked very ironic and he said he has a gf but when i said take good care of her he said in my dreams so i think he meant me and not a new girl. i think he said that about new girl to see if i felt something for him yet. i feel sorry for what happened i know he loved me but he always was hurting and hurting me. thats why it ended. anyway i think we must always say what is in our heart^^ and say sorry is important too^^

i will not want any old flames up again. i don't have "the one that got away" because i am currently with the one. :)

Maybe once I would have asked him why he did the things he did but now I know I'd never get a straight answer

1)if ever you have the chance to say something to an old flame, I will say sorry as much as possible to him because, perhaps in the past I have done a great sin to him. 2)I would say thank you very much, because he has accompanied half my life and apologize if in our times together, I have done very foolishly. n good luck ...