which one are YOU...

@yomy1984 (177)
United States
September 24, 2010 10:50pm CST
They say that one person have two personalities. I think i am. When i am at home, i feel different, i can show my true emotions, my real behavior towards my family. I am showy when i am at home. But when i am out, meet people or sometimes go out with friends i can't express anything at all, all i can say is that when i am outside, i feel like i am not sincery or honest. I don't know why. When i am at friends house, even i am not happy i have to pretend that i am. Even i don't like to talk, i have to just please them. It's feel like i am doing it because i have to not because i want to. My personality is like, when i am making a friendly conversation or discussion, i have to say what i want to say, but sometimes because i can't just do like that, so i have to think about others opinion, others thought so i am also carefull what to say and not to say, because this i am and that how they are. NO matter how i want to say the truth, who cares right. They just want to hear want they want to hear. That's why sometimes it pisses me off too..I feel like i am betraying myself. I am frank and straight forward. Whatever i say, that's the truth. Its up to you, all i want is that's how i feel. I just want you to know..
1 response
@Rtlsnk316 (1197)
• Mexico
28 Sep 10
I don't think it's a case of two personalities, you just lie to yourself sometimes, but that doesn't mean that you are "another" person. Seems like you show some type of anxiety, that's all, no big deal. I behave accordingly, sometimes very active, sometimes very passive, but always as I want, not like someone else wants me to feel.