sumtimes..i think y god created me?

No friend, God created you for a good reason. You should not think about that. He does create people for good things. He does it for the world to be happy. But the main work to create yourself is you to do that. You create yourself. You are the master of your own faith.

Hmm.. I don't think I've ever asked God why He created me. I just thank Him that He did and that I experience and feel all these human emotions whether good or bad. Sometime in my teens, though, I caught my self asking whether all this is real because sometimes it seemed surreal to me. But, I guess it was just a stage.

I think it happen to all people. Its called purpose searching. You want to serve that purpose so you think of these questions.

Yeah sometimes when things get REALLY bad in my life, but then I think about positive things. I don't really believe in "God" but the whole concept of why am I here? Why was I even born? I've felt it :(