i'm preparing for this day..

Philippines
October 2, 2010 3:22pm CST
ever since my boyfriend has a final date to leave the country, i have been preparing myself emotionally for this day.. now, it has arrived. i wonder what would i feel when he turns his back on me to go inside the terminal. i wonder if tears would fall from my eyes and ask him to come back to hug me. i wonder if i would cry in front of him or wait for him to not see me and cry on my way home. i have been preparing for this day.. but i never can be sure what will or can i do when i am finally at the moment of separation.. i've never been apart from him ever since our wonderful relationship began. we've always been there for each other until this very fateful day. i wonder what would i do the day after today. i wonder if i can manage very well the distance that separates us. surely i am going to miss him. i'm going to miss the way we are around each other. he is my best friend, my one true love, my soul mate... i know this is only distance and that he is doing this for our future - the one thing that consoles me. i am preparing for this day because i know this is only a test of how we should trust our Maker more. i am preparing for this day so that i will be stronger in the days ahead.. i know i will make it through this day.. i know i will be a stronger and better person when he comes back.. i know this is just temporary.. knowing this, i know i will see him again.. no goodbyes.. sweet memories will always be remembered..will always be here.. no goodbyes.. and i will be forever waiting for his return..
3 responses
ZeXyRech
@ZeXyRech (38)
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3 Oct 10
well, that's so sad. I also hate to see my love ones leave especially if it's out of the country.. Distance will test how you love each other, how you trust each other. That will serve as a challenge to the both of you. You should learn how to work out your relationship even in distance. You should try and do all your best to keep in touch with each other always no matter what. That really requires a good communication and understanding.
neelianoscet
@neelianoscet (9615)
• Philippines
3 Oct 10
I know what you feel saying goodbye is a sad events but it is not yet a final goodbye. You could still communicate with the used of technology though nothing beat a personal interaction. That a good analogy you could almost make a good poem Surely their is a reasons behind and you're relationship could even be stronger when it build in trust and respect. you would get adapted to that feeling for sure..
hardworkinggurl
@hardworkinggurl (37063)
• United States
3 Oct 10
Oh how sweet absence makes the heart fonder and no matter which way we prepare it is quite difficult. Keep telling your self that it is temporary and it should make things just a little bit easier. Try as you both can to continue to communicate as both will have some quiet and lonely time, longing for the moment to hurry up, when you to can be together again. Good luck to you and be well.