do you oven feel as the out cast in your family ?

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as long as i can remember i often felt like an outcast in the family, not so much the black sheep. but when my family memember comes up a idea of doing things as a family everyone is all for it, as soon as i come up with something all i hear is complaining about it, how its going to be to hard. like my dad sold his house, and i wanted me and brothers and sister go have our pictures taken up there on the steps, and someone had one of us on the steps when we were younger, never happen. i wanted a once a month get together because my wife side does it every month. but my family didnt want to do that either. to me my family always have excuses why they cant do something when it comes to me, and when they ask for help i am suppose to drop everything i am doing for them. of course when i ask yeah complaining and we got to do it on thier time. my brother came up with the idea of a family vaction next year, but i told them i have plans for nashville for my music and upstate for my wife and i hear how we shouldnt do them. now i dont want to talk to them or spend time with them. to me it dont matter. but i hear we're family. yeah if we are why i am treated different ? of course no answer my brother and his wife tells what i should and shouldnt eat because of my sugar what get me i lost weight and they are still fat a$$.. sick of them trying to change me and run my life. not willing to do whatever i want to do. but i am always suppose to give in to them. i had enough after all these years of them being rude. me and my wife cant speak because someone always talk over us. i bet if i start telling who ever to shut the hell up they might get the point how would you feel and handle this