Just Venting

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I am so sick of being broke all the time. I get paid Friday it's gone by Monday. We need to get our brakes fixed which I was supposed to do today but we have$4 in bank which I need to use to get gas so I can pick everybody up and go home. I have $20 coming from Paypal but the email said expect it by the 12th. It never takes that long but still I need it now!! We can't pay our bills. I am selling stuff on ebay like crazy but that isn't getting me money fast enough. I look in the paper every day as soon as I get to work and I apply for a few positions but I haven't been getting any calls back. I had that interview but I don't feel like I am going to get the job. I hope I do and I am trying to be positive about it but I just didn't get a vibe that I was gonna get it or not get it. The money I am making on ebay should be going into savings or paying off a debt, not going into the gas tank or buying food. I am so sick of living like this. My kids don't deserve it. We are having our area pumpkin festival this weekend but we probably won't be able to go since the slides and fun stuff aren't free. I just feel like I am losing hope. My family isn't too keen on helping us out since hubby is always in and out of jobs all the time.