love me or hate me?

I don't know.I am have not ever got a girlfriend.lol

I won't do anything special just to impress somebody or be loved by somebody. I don't want to change for nobody, only for me. If other can accept this, it is okay, if not, it is fine too. We live in a free world and everybody has the right to interact or build a relationship with whoever he/she wants. But I would't do anything special just for impressing anybody, I would do special things if i feel to.

We can all do stupid things in the name of love. My humiliating moments when it comes to love were always ignited by jealousy that should have never been. When i reflect on this, i can't believe some of the things i have done.

ahah stupid thing that i would do for him hummm maybe sing for him in front of everyone ahah i couldnt^^ i would feel so shy^^ maybe ask him to dont leave me ^^ if he wanted to leave^^ i dont know. im usually very sweet and romantic to my bf and if he wanted to leave me maybe i would do anything to have him back^^ maybe even go to his country^^ just to see him^^ thats what im planning^^ i dont know if you consider a stupid thing but i will risk myself going to him^^ some foreigners that go to his country were killed few time ago so maybe i am risking myself also. but i will still go meet him^^ i love him so^^ as soon as i have the money i will^^