What would you do in the first place if the next time were the "2012" ?

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I am always wondering what is the most important thing in my deep heart, and I raise this question. But it is really hard for me. I have been thinking about what I want most, but I have no answer. I word all day long, and if I focus on it I will forget nearly everything. When I stop to play, I am addicted to the Internet, where I surf and play games. I like a lot of things, but I still want to find one that can be the goal of my whole life. I want to know why I work, why I live, and how I can live. Maybe, I would be the Buddish Monk who knocks a hanging bell in the movie "2012". What's your opinion, please?