I just cant stop drinking.

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Hi,maybe you are confuse with the topic.I am not an alcoholic.what i want to say is i really cant avoid a drink.i started drinking since i was on my high school years but then before is just easy beer until college and working days but since i happen to get a job as a singer drinking alcohol can not be avoided.I just cant avoid even if i want to because i can smell it and all the people around me is drinking.Sometimes i just want to hide from the guests if im not in the mood to drink.AT THE BACK OF THE COMFORT THE BAR HAVE sOMETHING LIKe A LITTLE ARCADE SO AFTER sINGING the first set of songs and having break i will just go there to play and hide but some guests can see me and will pull me inside to drink with them. Now i just love the smell and taste of alcohol.i am not singing for 10 moths now and its a good thing im just home and no way to drink but i admit there are times i miss drinking and i can not help but to buy rhum or whisky and i will mix it coca cola or ice tea.my siblings and family friends singing in our videoke while me i just want to drink.