P.S I'm still not over you
By beeh13u
@beeh13u (1037)
Philippines
November 3, 2010 9:07am CST
I downloaded this song to my ipod because it really speaks about what I am feeling now. I still haven't deleted him from my Facebook account because I want to know what he's been up to for the last time. I promise to delete him after. But for the past few days, he's been away. He usually surfs the net. That makes me wonder if he has a new girl right now. I can't help but think that way.
I can't divert my mind. I just can't stop thinking about him. His absence is killing me. I want to move on! I am so lost.
3 responses
@felliana (114)
• Philippines
3 Nov 10
my heart goes with you...for it happened to me too, or I shall say, it still is until now. I'm still not over with him too. I admire this guy since I was 13yrs. old (my classmate), then from admiration, to greatest crush and first love I guess? we're not having this "relationship" but we are this "close" since high school, until he went outside the country. I have learned that we were not meant to be...for just friends yet I have treasured our special relationship. And so I decided to move to another step until I find a person who will love me so deeply, thus my husband now. I have say I have no regrets...only I can't let go of the past memoirs of him, I thought I have forgotten the feeling, until just last January 2010, we've met again for not seeing almost 5 yrs. and oh, I almost cried for the feeling was so intense, and yet I can't go on for I am married, for Christsake! oh gosh... and we are friends in facebook too, infact I was the one who told him to have an account for our communication when he goes back to his work, goodness! he really did yet I knew that what he wanted is just friendship.
my situation is so hard dear, sometimes it makes me lost too... I love my husband, God knows how much, but there's also an intense feeling I have for this past guy, am just too glad to know that he don't want me for anything else, but a great friend of his, he is so close yet unreachable",)
take my advice: IF YOU MOVE ON, P. S. No other guys involved. just wait for the right time that you are healed from the feeling you have for him.
am not saying that I don't love my husband, I do...only there's a difference. it's so lost to define.:(
thanks for this discussion, happy lotting!
@beeh13u (1037)
• Philippines
3 Nov 10
That is very sad. I don't know if I should feel sorry or not. But I should not for I know you married the right guy. I know what you are feeling. I haven't experienced it exactly but I know that's hard. Your situation is like from the movie Cast Away when Tom Hanks returned to his country (I forgot where) then she met Helen Hunt. It was so sad. I cried so hard.
I want to move on but he said he'll be back soon. How soon? After dozens of girls? I'm not that stupid but I can't help it but wait. Stupid me.
@tincabzh (173)
• Philippines
3 Nov 10
just delete him
never ever look at his facebook
the more you want to know
his where abouts the more
you cant move on..
try to be busy and stay away from anything that
will remind you of him!
as much as possible be busy!
and try to go out with your friends..
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@amelialsc (162)
• Malaysia
3 Nov 10
just delete him off and move on. It is better that way. No contact for at least 3 months and then you will slowly heal. I am not telling that it will be easy, but til the day you know you have lost contact, you will feel the peace. Or maybe if you haven't then you are hoping he will be back. By all chance =)
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