did u ever do anything crazy infront of ur lover?

I'm always doing silly things, I think I just like making her laugh because I know I do like to see her smile. This is one of my habits that I tend to do without noticing, such as talking in funny voices or pulling strange faces. Awhile back we visited our daughters grave not long after the still birth and I noticed that she was struggling being there and I tried to make it more bearable by being a little silly. It was actually winter and I used the taps which fill bottles with water to spike my hair/style it in silly ways while pulling funny faces. It seemed to work, which after I sort of felt I should of toned it down but the last thing I wanted was for her to find it hard. Sadly she took a picture of me, so she as something over me. LOL

I once kissed a girl in front of my boyfriend. He thought it sexy, but he broke up with me; perhaps cus he thought I'm not ok.